HAHA...episode 30 le. 10 more to go.
Went swimming in the morning. Only swam vri lil laps and i got tired.

Ohh...I cut my hair... Looks like a complete idiot...rofl

Watched moonlight resonance recently and I seriously like this drama.Some parts were really happy while some parts were touching and heartwarming.I cried...Hor ma is too kind HAHA, i don't think in real life there is any1 like her.Only watched 24 episodes on discs and I haven rent the other episodes.I cant wait to watch the nxt episode to see how that whore suffer in the end. So i tried to watch it on tudouwang since it has till ep35..but my laptop cannot read the chinese...Tried my com but its like too slow to even buffer, still stuck at 0% till now. I am addicted...=X

Feeling down nowadays, maybe the drama affected me...lol...Didn't managed to do any single thing well. I m so useless... Can't even control my diet, always tempted to eat. I fee; that my parents don't understand me at all. All they know is nag nag nag scold...Bullshit.

I am in a dilemma. Should I work or should i not? Actually didn't wanted to work coz wanted to keep granny acc... now that the maid is here, maybe i can work. I feel so bored at home. But i wanted to learn guitar during holi myself if i dunwan work. I am jus too slow to understand how to play. Maybe i should work to earn money to pay the fees myself,since my parents wont pay it for me.

Results out. GPA= 2.625, all Bs and Cs oni... Contented with my results.(shouldn't ask for better results since I oni put in that amount of effort) Many people getting 3+ GPA makes me feel so sian diao...haha but nvm..i shall work hard nxt sem. Understand not memorise...haha

So boring...I've gt nth to do...I want to get $$ soon if nt i will rot...

NJRC has ended and finally can have some rest le...
Morning went BB. Lost every match I played, abit tulan...y am i so lousy...nvm nxt week try again. Haizz...tried to tell myself that i have to control my diet and i shall start 2dae by not drinking sweet drinks after basket ball. At first, bought 1.5L of ice mountain but poured down half bottle into my stomach, i felt vri uncomfortable and warm. I hate it that the ice mountain is nt cold, when it is called ICE mountain. The mama shop is so damn bloody stingy that they turned off the fridge when they closes and turns it on the nxt morning to save electricity, which makes all the drink so not cold, except for those fresh milk and friut juices...so in the end, i cant stop myself from buying nutritea. T.T

I shall start to lose weight tmr...i promise myself t i will control myself...
Bought my 1st pair of sports shoes from fila. $70 spon by my mom. Luckily i did'nt went by myself, if nt she will oni spon $50. Tmr go swimming, turn my united nation into kaya buns.

Can't wait to get myself a guitar. >.< hahahahaha

Today everything went well...Tiring...2 more days to go. I want a cheap n green guitar!!!^^

Being a referee for Njrc is really tiring. 7.30am-6pm everyday wtczyw. 2 days down, 3 more days to go. The first 2 days is for primary schools and nxt 2 days for the seconday,nxt for tertiary and last day for finals. I am a timer for the 1st day, and a runner for today. Which means I haven't been a referee yet. Which means most probably I will be the ref for tmr. I don't think i can handle primary kids so how am i going to get pass tmr when the participants were secondary students, who may not listen to me and may argue back to the ref, whereas for the pri sch kids, most will just nod their head (abit blur) and follow instructions. Looking at other people being a ref and ownself be a ref is totally different. Its a totally different ball game. Hope tmr will go smoothly for me.

I know that i have no confidence in myself and thats y i always feel that i can't do anything right. But i seriously does not know how to gain confidence in myself... I don't think telling myself "adrian, u can do it!" repeatedly will helps.

I want to pick up guitar. Duno since when jiu told lam tt i want to learn and ask him to learn wib me tgt but...nv,lol lam, still wan learn? Learnt new things frm this gal lulu who was my partner for day1. she is so confident in herself be it being a ref, and the way she talks and find it quite true. Forgot what she said le but this is roughly what she said.
lulu: i have a diary that take notes of what i am going to do for each day. My diary is always full.
me: i dont even have a diary. i think even if i have 1, it will be empty.
lulu: tts y u nid to have 1, so tt u noe how empty ur life is.

Its so true. My life was so empty for the past 17 years?? compared to her, i am so... i am lyk nothing... she knows piano, guitar, many types of dances, knows how to deal wib business and many many more...she is also a councillor. OMG...too godly le... xian mu her... Shouldnt waste my life anymore. guitar will be the first thing tt i m gng to learn. Intend to buy a cheap cheap guitar after i got my pay. Hope my parents will not forbid. I think i have setted my goal le... I want to be a singer, release my own albums sing for everyone on the stage, and maybe sing the theme song for our national day one day.

Just now went to my granny hse for dinner. My young cousins went there also, 1 pri4 the other pri3. We were insulting each other calling each other nicknames. some examples were "u r LEE JIA SAI", "u r LEE JIA SHIT", "FEI PO", "DA FEI ZHU" and they were laughing at the pronunciation of the word NAN CHIAU primary and "cheese pie hole"(with a classic shake butt action) rofl...Then while we were playing, my aunt came in and commented that my cousin has slim down quite alot and siad tt she doesnt look lyk a "bah wan" (meat ball in hokkien) anymore...I laugh till i drop...lol...den she came up wib "CHAO ZHOU YU WAN" wib her sounded lyk english de chinese and her spastic movements to insult me...lol...Although she said me fat, i wasnt angry ut i find it very funny and it cheers me up...haha...

When i went home, they came to de door and shouted BYE BYE CHAO ZHOU YU WAN...=.= hahahaha...