Procrastinating. I know I suck. Arrrgggggghhh.........

Dinner at raffles country club...some ulu place for a-la-carte buffet.
Ate alot alot alot alot. Like enough for dinner of 3 days already.
Quite nice bahh, much better than I thought it could be, cuz when we stepped in , its like only 1 table is occupied in the whole restaurant.
Ate till super full, tummy popped out after desserts. Just desserts, I ate 4 servings. haha. most sinful day. No more buffet. It makes me 78kg again.

I forgot what I wanted to blog le. 黃靖倫 is vri funny. nights.

I want a tatoo.

Its nov 10 already. christmas is coming, new year is coming, my life is still boring.
I want sing. alone. Hope this sunday not much crowd at kbox.
Watched my gf is an agent ytd. Quite a funny movie. 4 out of 5 bah...
tmr might be watching 2012 w class. Deciding if I shud exercise tmr. Didn't exercise at all this week. Felt so guilty. I am 77kg liao... still 2kgs away from 75. I must acheive this target.



When my ISP tutor saw my laptop background, he shaked his head. He said that by doing this, he straight away noes that I am a person of low confidence. Last week he gave me advice on how to gain confidence which is by talking to a new person each day, but I only talked to like 2 person till now. I failed terribly. I need to improve, and I am changing the background right now.

I think there is no point blogging here anymore...theres so much I can't say. I should focus on my studies right now. No more shit from me. I need to move on. BYE.

I will be back. When I find back my 信心.

I am feeling stupid now.

This drug may cause drowsiness.
Time to sleep soon. Z.Z

what a position i am stucked in. FML once again.

I saw Derrick hoh at kbox ytd. He is so handsome. Can't recognise him with his specs at first. Until i heard him sing.

Lucks to those taking A lvls.

duno wad to blog abt. empty head.

Having a headache right now.
So many things happened to me recently. work,studies,friendship,kinship and even bullshit. Felt all this stuff is overwhelming me. I cannot take it any further. I need a freaking break. When can I go overseas for holidays?

I'm so screwed. I'm so screwed. I'm so screwed. FML.

IS today was tiring. Haven't do my Tutorial. I wanna slp liao.
My IS tutor told me to talk to someone new each day to gain confidence.
Its hard but I will try. Who's the first stranger i will talk to?

Yesterday was a great day. Sang for 1hr+ continuously at kbox. SHIOKS.

I am tired both mentally and physically now.
Though I managed to survive my day with just low-effot thinking.
Ballet was ok. Tmr sure get aches.
75.3kg. Acceptable to me considering the fact that I ate MEGA (FAT) MACSPICY, upsized meal for lunch today.
Feels like going to run tmr morning, but I wan sleep till abit later. Dilemma.
Weiqi they all said they saw stefanie sun in twn. I vri dui lah.. T.T If iwere there, I will defintely get her autograph. T.T


God wants me to know that It's time to STOP going through the motions of living, and START living.
You were not born to follow rules and regulations. Living starts with dreaming. So dream, dream friend, and let dreams show you the path to your bliss.