It a long time since I last blogged.
Unexpected stuffs happened, be it good or bad, its over.
Shall look forward to what that approaches me in the future.
CNY was quite boring, anw, a new year, a new start. Not a very good year for the sheeps/goats/yang/mehhhh~ hopefully this year would be fine.=d
Celebrated Tzu Hsuan's belated birthday today. Nice to meet up with them.

My uncontrollable diet is getting worst.Xd
Pizzaed ytd. I finished the food for the serving of 2 person. Wonderful.
4eggs in the morning with a toast, milo, charsiew puff. toriq for lunch and zichar for dinner...all so fattening...

Tired. Extremely bored after playing pet society.
SIANNNNNNNN.....
Why do I like someone when I know that someone will never like me? omfg.

I just only realise that I left out 1 group for the burning of the weblinks. I apologise for my carelessness. I shan't explain anymore since its already over and that I am completely at fault. I just hope that teacher will not penalise the group. Yes, I know saying sorry now is pointless, but all I can do is to say sorry and also give an explanation to the teacher on monday.

I am so guilty for the mistake that I had made. I am blur, useless, lousy... I cnt help it. Haiz.

Dance today at 10. Instructor said that I had improved(abit) better than none. Happy to hear that, knowing that at least I had learnt something. He is a straightforward guy and I defintely did not take offence when he said that I am fat and needs to slim down if I wants to perform for ballet in the future. He also said that if me, congkai, yanzhong were to walk in to a room, the instructor will first look at them first because they are slimmer. (stereotyped that they can dance better? i guess...).So its either I have to be a better dancer than them OR I lose weight and get rid of my fats.

If you like to dance, you go to a dance school to learn dancing from 9-5. If I like to sing, should I go to a singing school to learn how to sing? We should work towards our dream that we all have, but is my dream unrealistic and unachieveable? I really have no idea.

Tired.
Lazy.
Things doesn't go my way.
I am really fat, and i am not doing anything to stp myoself form munching and gobbing down junk.
So many things to be done, all left undone. Time stops to give me ample time to adjust back to the pace pls...accomodate slow learners??
My english sucks. Bcomm sucks as well.D+ for oral 1.what the fuck.
I am a FatAss.

NP Open house.
Pros: Freebies for kiasu like me =S. Get to see artiste. Get to watch wonderful performances.
Cons: Freaking crowded everywhere. Super crowded bus rides.

This open house, saw quite a few artistes. Diya, Css hosts, Css finalists, Bryan wong, Dawn yeo. This season css all has very good voice. When can I sing on the stage for everyone? I m such a loser, i think i got stage fright.-.-

Itb sucks.sucks.sucks.
studying tmr for stats.God bless me.

Tired of homework and whatever things that need to use my small brain.
Ansar's classic SMSes...
1.where are you? 2.why you do there?? 3.what the fuck.
LOL.

Idiot using a mouse.


A mouse made from tampon.-.- LMAO.

Little Nyonya quite nice.
School started.
No courage.
No confidence.
No Motivation.

Was about 10.30am this morning and i rmbed Zara sale. Called kok and asked him go with me.THX. haha. Bought a white hoodie for 39.90. Kok said its abit too big? and i tried L, too small XD. Ansar and frens said too small on me. haha. Anw its cheap lor.

Went to consult doctor about a few hours ago after dinner. Nose allergy... Cost $53...so ex lah...the clinic is forever os packed.waited for like 2 hrs?
He definitely earns alot, the queue is like nv ending.(so many ppl sick?) Wonder how his business able to b so good when there are so many other clinics down the same street.

School tmr again. Wishes chinese new year comes soon. i wan gamble...lol.

Few more days to slack and throw "study" out of my mind. However these few days totally sucks...Feel so uneasy about not doing anything throughout this 3 wks break. I'm so guilty and useless.

Won't want to see another disappointing 2.6 again... but mayb I'm only at that 2.6 level? or mayb lesser...haha

Dance training today and tmr. Tiring. I m jus too slow in rembering the steps. hah.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! ITS 2009...its 2009!!! 1 yr after 2008!!! 1 yr before 2010!!! ITS A NEW YEAR!!!=.= hahaha

NEW YEARR WISHES for 2009:
1. Grow slimmer(Its forever one of my wish on the start of every year...hahah)
2. Healthy me and healthy family(illnesses stay away from me an my family!!)
3. More matured thinking
4. More serious when its time to be
5. More $ more freedom
6. Wish that my 1st 5 wishes will come true

Performances for the countdown were great. Mayb 1 day i will be part of the countdown performance? haha... Singing on the stage for everyone... thats so cool.
Don't see any talent in me... I don't think i am talented in singing, but i really like to sing. I cant sing well now, but i will practice. Everyday. haha. I m serious.

I hope that everyones wish will come true too!!! 2009 shall be a great year for all.