罪虐深重。 我好肥啊！！！
Having breakfast w granny tmr. :D
Super tired. Time to sleep.

Laptop getting laggier than before.
Or is it because my laptop tio virus? Scanning takes like forever.
Super tired today. Feel so sleepy in class. I guess is because the dance class ytd was too shiong. Long time since we last had ballet.
Now my body acheing like crazy. Feel so sians after class, but I don't know why, I just don't feel like going home. Yanzong asked me to acc him , but end up he got meeting... so I slacked awhile at the library. Then suanjoo commented on my fb. so chatted w her awhile. Then since she free, alone at home, I asked her accompany me go jogging. haha... Being such a great fren, she agreed haha. Everything went according to my plan. :D Had a wonderful nap on the bus.

Impromtu running session. 6 rounds. bradley cooper!!! Here I come!
The 6 rounds makes my body ache more. haha, but, No Pain. No Gain.

Sians tmr dad go taiwan work. Must go sch ownself. This sucks though I can wear slippers. I want yellow slippers, but I only can buy it after I clear my accounts payable. T.T

This phrase caught my attention the other day when I went to the skin centre. I note it down cuz I find it meaningful.
"Me thinks that the moment my legs begin to move, my thoughts begin to flow."
Getting used to walking home from JP. Especially after work. Just now I walked home from Pioneer Mrt. Alot went through my mind, alot of things I want to type it all out.

Control my diet. 75.6kg...a few more kgs to 73. jiayous.
76>73>70>69 hahahahhahahahahahaha...

Must study hard. :D

Walk and be happy, walk and be healthy.

Life so sian.
Chicken porridge again for breakfast.
calbee chips for lunch. when I reached home, shu msged me asked me if I were the one eatting chips right after I bought it from giant. LOL... 坏事传千里。 Long time since i ate potatoee chips. lol...so its her brother who saw me at giant...but till now, i still doesnt know how his bro looks like.
Chap chai peng and cheese fries for dinner.
Super fat day. when can i become like bradley cooper? screw myself.

I feel like drinking the banana soymilkshake from jollibean, its sold out today. sad sia.

Why I so hardworking arh? I updates my blog like daily now? haha...

Ytd night the weighing machine was extremely kind towards me. 74.9kg partly cuz i skipped dinner. Haven't weigh today but i know it is not gonna be as kind. I ate chicken porridge and fried noodle from street 500+ there. sinful. however, its my best breakfast for this week lor. Other days were so plain. oatmeal oatmeal and oatmeal.

Super tired ytd night. sch + work= hectic.
Actually sch was still ok ehh? nv studied much. just a 1hr lecture for SOM. Another 1 hr lecture for HRM. Lunched and play board games for awhile. I really enjoy the times spent together with my D3 peeps. They are a bunch of great people. :D

Working from 2-7 ltr. Aft that will be birthday celebration for my cousin at my granny house. Shall be a fun day before i do my tutorials that i cnt uds on sunday.

I kind of miss my friends. Hope those JC ppl fster conquer A's den we can have clique outing soon. :D

Using ansar's iPod touch to update my blog...so cool lag..I wan an iPod touch too. Som is so boring...play his games like for the whole lecture...that ass Kip saying I wear leggings.. Srs para pundek.-.-

Oh... Today Elsie peng said I slim down. :D
That day saw Ong Poh Leng, he also said i slim down. :D
That day saw Oliver, he also say i slim down. :D

:D please don't gain back..haha

Read this earlier on iWeekly. Regarding my horoscope.
Shall type it out using cheeenese. Its so damn accurate.

慢条斯理的金牛座，给人的感觉是被动的。不喜欢改变现状的金牛座个性温顺，是个非长忠臣的朋友，但是他们单纯的样子也会让人觉得他们好欺负。虽然好相处，若发起脾气来，金牛座可是一发不可收拾。这可能是应为他们比较容易被激怒，一旦受到挑衅，可能会做出一些非理性/不寻常的事情。

woo..typing this is tiring.lol.
AAA is like so troublesome...read lecture 1 at the library just now and i fell aslp.
BCOMM is so chim...Playing with english words which i cant catch balls.
IEF is like going to get more and more difficult. Haven't even bother to read chpt 1 notes.

Like lethargic ehh... only 2 class drains me... Slept at library. Slept at bus. (luckily i alight at the interchange.Won't miss my stop.)

Here a spastic face. With someone's spastic specs.700 degrees sia.


Gonna swim tmr morning. (If i can wake up early.)
IS 1-5 finally can wear slippers to sch..
I miss my yellow slippers. T.T

A tiring but fun day.Performance was quite ok. Totally weak after gyming.Ate alot alot today. Burgers, pies, sanwich, buns, oatmeal, carrotcake, kuehkueh, beehoon, icekachang, bandung, soybean milk,orange juice. Most sinful day.
Bcomm sucks. Bcomm sucks. Bcomm sucks!!! how arh?

This is what god wants me to know today.

If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.

Kboxed. 4-7.30 with my cousin. i think she improved? haha
rushed home for steamboat. ate alot. 77kg liao.
ok tmr 2 hrs lecture. cool. tmr gonna be a good day.hahahahahaha.

reply tags

shu: okok perservere. :D when can we go shop? I wan go out w you.hahahaha.

yan: I'll endure bah...actually the job is okay, just one or maybe 2 ppl i dun really like.

kok: don't try to be funny. -.-

josie: okok endure. no work no pay. haha.

eddy: haha...haha...hahaha...ps for forgetting to reply ur sms.

HAHA..i tink my memomry sucks. Often forgets to reply people's sms. my cousin just called and asked me go kbox. She ald sent me a msg like ytd but i totally forgot about it.

Schs starting tmr.

holiday so fast ending.

totally broke now.

Hates hypocrite. Assholes. Should i quit?

Envy those guys w great body. when will I be as fit as them???
Like so far away from that target.



3 months? I nid stronger determination.

Woked up at 12+ today. last few days that I can sleep till so late. Woke up went gym. Don't know why i got tired very quickly today at gym, even though I slept like 10 hours right before i go gym.

After gym, went Lai Lai for lunch. Should'nt have upsized the noodles. The normal is more than enough.

Watched "Imagine that". Typical movie. Quite funny though front parts were boring.
Watched "Ugly truth". Average movie.

Tmr must reach sch by 9am. like rehearsal for sch reopen. 9am!?! sian. lol.

My 200th post. :D
Swam alot of laps this morning till my arms and legs got weak.
Went for dance. Was late cuz I overslept in the bus and overshot by 2 stops.
After dance, went gym awhile and went to jog/walk at the stadium w josie while the others train for their dance piece for competition this coming saturday.
Dinner at KAP. My sudden crave for mega mcspicy came... This sinful crave cost me $9 and alot of calories. Kind of regret it after finishing it.
So remorseful that I walked home from JP, but still like useless.
My whole day exercising streak was ended by that stupid MEGA MCspicy. T.T
Tmr finally going out w poly peeps. Sch ald gng to reopen den we going out..haha.
Cant wait for tmr to come. long time no see liao.
I miss them like crazy...





I lied. :D

Ate alot for dinner today...Uncle bought crab again. Fantastically fat now.
Alot of pimples popping out on my forehead recently. T_T. I hate it.
Swimming tomorrow. bless me.

Tiring day...dance,work,dinner,jp. srsly wanted to sleep at the benches at jp, summore its right after dinner...

Saw jonathan sai and hong yu at jp. so nice to crap w them. jon sai is still as funny. He is still the same just that he had grown bigger. Poly food is too good. I will raise both hands and legs and agree strongly.hahaha.

Today is a happy day even though I am super tired.

Wanted to balls, but there's no ball at cy's house. luckily i prepared my swimming trunks as a backup plan...so, went swimming... bought a swimming cap for $10, but i don't dare to wear it. like so kuku. zzz...swear i will wear it for my next swim. If not I am throwing 10 dollars away.

After many laps, like after 1 hour, i saw a macho guy wearing red swimming trunks, lmao. A very bright trunks and the way he hand-combed his hair to the back, attracted my attention. looks so familiar, so i swam towards him to have a closer look. So, its eddy, who wanted to train for a broader shoulders. So, I continue to swim with him till 2.30pm. His butterfly improved alot man.haha. Damn damn tired after losing to him breaststroke. Luckily the bet was only soya drink. haha.

Mopped the floor as ordered by my mom. Since it's her birthday today, i shall obey whatever she says today. haha, just today. Super tired.

I am still far far away from 75. sianssss...

Sigh...working at 6pm. :(

I'm so bored. :(

Woke up at 7am for skin centre appointment.
First time waking up so early ever since start of holidays.
Feeling sleepy now, but I don't think i can sleep.

After going NSC, went bishan to walk walk.
Met yanzong for lunch, and he decided to bring me to his dad's shop for lunch.
Its super nice, and its defintely worth the trip to tanjong pagar to try his japanese bento. He said I ate 3 person's portion. I am guilty of it. So bad that the weighing machine's number were gone, and replaced by 3 letters, F A T.
Went Vivo walk walk and went granny house.

Working tmr. 6-11pm. Think i having job stress. I dread tmr to come. Hope tmr would be alright.

School is starting soon...

I am still procrastinating...

Went town. Bigged MAC. Sinful, but can't control.

Walked around ion, went granny house.

Should i go sleep now? feels weird to sleep at 12am, had been staying up till at least 2am everyday staring to com/tv before i finally sleep. Eye bags coming out, skin becoming so dull and old...am already not that handsome, still don't take care...sigh...

Think, Adrian, think.

Tiring day. gym, dance, run.
A funny incident happened after the jogging. Kok left his keys in my bag, me being forgetful, forgot about it until i crossed the traffic light. he ran back and shout in the middle of the road. "my keys!". I heard him but I acted that i heard nth.. "huh??". then, he walked over. Being an asshole, haha, I began running. Of cuz, he started chasing me and I am defintely not faster than him. I slowed down...coincidentally in front of a dog and its owner. The dog barked fiercely and kok was startled and he jumped up... that was the funniest moment of the day.His reaction seriously funny. I ran again laughing damn hard, before i finally gave him back his keys.

Each night before we fall asleep, we lied to ourselves with a desperate hope, that come morning, it would all be true.
But would that get better if we live lying to ourselves everday?