The clock is ticking, 11.00pm now. 1 more hour to welcome a brand new year. Excited?? Super...excited to die very soon as sch is starting but my work is totally untouched. haha.

2008 to me is just like every year that i had been through. Nothing special. Just that I grow older.

Moved on from secondary school to polytechnic. Things changed but i remained unchanged incluing my size.

Friends going to different directions to get a fresh start in another environment.Everything changed, even our friendship changes. Our bonds gets stronger.

New environment, new people and a new start.
Totally unable to adapt to the new surrounding at first. No classmates from the same class as me. Seriously don't feel like going to school.
As time passes, soon start to meet nice people along my 1st yr of my 3 yrs life.
Slacked in my studies and oni get a paethetic 2.6 for my GPA. I guessed i am very reliant on Mrs lim's constant encouragements and motivation. Best teacher i have ever met. Got into poly and everything must be independent, results jiu become like shit. haha.

Joined D3 as my CCA. Hoping that knowing how to dance will be uselful for me to become a singer in the future. No directions on which genre at the start, and we were like housefly without heads...and after some time, we finally got a instructor that teaches ballet. I like ballet,jazz and etc. its quite interesting. However, i am very slow in picking up the dance moves and eveything. I feel like quiting dance, as i feel that i am super not talented in dance, mayb due to my big body mass. Always find that my body moves differently from others. Not nicer but uglier. But quiting will be like giving up halfway... I want to at least learn something.

Move on to family. Parents as usual. Strict controls over me till i cant breathe. I am ald 17 this year but they just cant understand me. Afraid that i will mix into bad company. Don't feel like talking to them sometimes...but they are still my parents. Will be 18 next year, will i get more understanding and freedom from them?? on 2008 august 8, my grandma fainted while we were watching the opening ceremony of olympics. I think that was the worst part of my 2008. She just fainted after feeling nauseous. We were still joking awhile ago an she shocked the hell out of us... Feeling lost. Only thought that moment was to see that she is okay. Thankfully she is alright. I cant imagine my life without grandma.

Grandma though u r naggy always... I LOVE U! Long live Nai Nai!!! =D

I have sum up 08 briefly. A normal year for me, hope that 09 will be fantastic.
its still ticking...11.57pm

Ready to say bye to 08...hahahahahahahaha...lets screamm!!!!

NICE SKIN...THANKYOU SHURONG VERY MUCH... WAHAHAHA!!!
Abit not used to this skin cuz its so bright. haha vri nt emo...hah,hee...

ANW TYTYTYTYTYTYVM! haha =D

Went Town walk walk. WU JIAN DAO makes me so confused...frustrated stress unhappy...haha wasted my time feeling confused...Watched 7 pounds also very confuse i jus cant figure out the 7 ppl that helped. counted in my heart ut jus cant get 7. 1, his bro. 2, his lover with heart problem. 3, the pianist eyes. 4, the lady with family problems. den no more le. movie nowadays mus use so much brain juice to think of how that bloody director thinks...whooo...stress...lol

Tmr mayb watching twilight? Tues watching Bedtimestories. WOW... like alot of movies recently...

Kboxed todayy...<3 though its super duper expensive...$26! No promo on festive period.ftw. Anw, enjoyed.
People went, Weiqi,Yuankai,Jiayan and me=D

Bought a shorts from revoltage $65 so damn bloody ex. No choice.

I want freedom lah. Sell it to me.

Ohhh...Singapore lost Vietnam despite dominating throughout the game...totally wasted my time watching 22+ fools chasing after that ball. How can Singapore make it into world cup qualifiers if they cant even win such a match.

I wish i can cry whenever I am feeling sad. Sadly, i can't.

My 100th post!
Back from chalet yesterday afternoon. Too tired to go for dance, so missed it.X(
Reached home, brushed teeth, sleep.
Dinner at sushi tei at the westcoast shopping ctr, i tink is there. Wonderful.

Chalet
People who were there were,
kok,hong,lam,cy,jeremy,edward,diona,jingwen,suanjoo,yuchun,hiroki,yanto,sham,mr chia.
not alot ppl go...its only about 1 year after we graduated, then like all disappear. Anw, quite happy to be there. Although not much activities, and we only werewolfing, playing poker till. there is no more games using poker, its still enjoyable. Maybe its beacause of the ppl there but not the game that makes the whole thing fun.
Some unhappiness because of ALCOHOLIC drinks.Played games, BBQ, and went to wait for sunrise, sadly, we were at the wrong direction and cant see the sunrise.XD nehmind hope we will have that chance again.
Haiz, why must things always turn out to be like this. I think drinking is okay, but there should be a limit on how much you can take it so that you are still sober and knows what you are doing, but not swaying left and right and cant even speak clearly after processing through the brain.
No photos. X(
the situation so weird to ask every1 to get together for a group shot.
Should have took photos while chia was still there.

Dongzhi today. helped grandma pray. Ltr going to maternal side grandma hse for dinner...sians...go there nth do also...should be napping right after dinner.lol.

Ohh...on my progress today...Never exercise at all. Actually wanted to gym or swim but vri sian to go alone. Tmr going to swim. I hope i can swim butterfly soon.
Anw, New Blog Song...

缺席
爱只剩下 躯壳
为什么还不放逐却拉着
是我 不敢信还是不舍
为何我还在固执的拔河
其实我 真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我 真的不懂得
让你更快乐
我想和你在你一起
却在你未来缺席
给你的爱
那些美丽
已长成蔓藤缠住我的生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本
未完待续
预留伏笔
把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果
就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫
爱 是不是都一样
不论多漫长
终究剧终人散
可是我不想因为不敢
却不剧散
然后半途收场
其实我真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我真的不懂得让你更快乐
我想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席
给你的爱 那些美丽
已长成蔓藤缠住我生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔
让未完成从容继续
如果还有如果
拥抱你不犹豫
能不能将你的样子都忘掉
舍不舍得爱让我控制不了
只想要把你要拥抱
其实爱上一个人没有解药
我的经脉留着爱陪你到老
原来我 还会微笑
我真的想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本未完待续
预留伏笔
把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果
就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫

I did nothing today. Wasted my day sleeping eatting and playing.Haha.

First, granny scolded me for no good reason, and that reason was that she is not feeling happy and needs to find some1 to vent her anger on. Fine. lol

Secondly, left grann hse for NP, josie called and said that studio booked by some asses till 5. I was ald on the bus lah...wasted bus fare.
Hope that petition will get thruogh and fares for poly students will drop. Ohh...is that matter still under discussion or is it ald put behind...sian

So took to clementi and took mrt back to JP and walk walk. Saw Xinyi 4e4 at faieprice Xtra. She nt gng for chalet as she needs to study. Hope more ppl will be there tmr.

Reached home and slept till 5. Watched derrick hoh on tv. Hope he makes it big in tw, not only him but all other singaporeans..hahah..(me??)

went back to granny hse for dinner.

Went back home.

Hacent touch any homework or prjects yet. 3 weeks like so short.

Another 4 more posts before i celebrate my 100th post...
Holiday started. EXERCISE!!! Haizz leg feeling better.haha.
I can exercise but i cant control my diet.
I m so useless lah...My mind is constantly thinking about food.
All the calories burned were taken in right after exercising, sommore the intake of calories might be ore than what that i had burn off...fuck.

Many things to say..but i m jus too lazy to type it out. "stress" is the word that can replace all that i wanted to say.

I m so bloody bored. mayb nid find some drama to keep me occupied.

Wants to vent out all my stress...

Kboxing tentatively on 22 and 26...i cant wait.

There is like many shitty schwork to be done but i have no mood to do any.

Life sucks.

Last day of work. Amazingly the queue didnt reached 150 at first. Waited for like 15mins after the long queue before ll the pensets were fully redeemed. Den i hve to stay and rot till 6. i fell aslp for like 3-4 times???srsly nth to do. the roadshow staff oso hiu lan me...lol so i slp , she like falling aslp oso,until after awhile, she said she canttake it anymoreand nid to take a walk if not she will fall aslp.
hahaha...

Ended quite well lor...no complaints or wadever.

Tmr gonna exercise... want to swim.

JURONG POINT is so BIGGGG!!!!
soo nott likeee JP lahh...

Finally ITB is over...its a waste of my time lahhhh...hopefully i can pass.
Thankyou Liping for helping me to collect the papers if not i had to stay till 3 lor...whahahahah...left at 2.30 sharp...KAKI FUYONG den went to marina sq, suntec walk walk...carls Jr for dinner.

I want buy shirts tmr from Springfield.
I want buy hoodie from Zara. 60 bucks. will there be a sale for it?? should i wait?

Tmr work till 1 den shall go buy shirt for new year.

Holidays is finally here...shall plan my 3wks.haha

I want to go Kbox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everybody like mugging...study study and still study...
2 more papers...haizz... mug mug mug...mugchiam sian...
haha shall start now...mugchiam sian sian sian...
Here i come Micro~~

okay...worked this weekend, its quite tiring, even though its quite slack after 12.
So, cabbed back to school after work on saturday for that stuppid Bstats paper... Waste my time lahhh. Anw, luckyily its an open book test, if not..haha
After dinnner, slept at 9...seriously too tired le.sleep till nxt morning 6.

Today Full day shift, so so so so so sian. lucky kok stay with me till 6 even though he doesnt need to since he is not paid for staying.

Popiah at granma hse...after popiah, went to room sleep... till like 10?while the uncles aunties watched "quan nen qiao mama ". Duno y they like to watch, its so boring...

Eat slp eatc slp, i gain weight again...exam period sucks. Mus do smth during holi le.

Tmr going IS in the morning...damn sian.
Feel like ponning, but IS machiam mafan...mus makeup, send letter...bla bla...

Today went to Sakae sushi for brunch... Started eatting at 11.15 when were told to start at 11.30. haha we start eatting when the roller starts...cant wait to eat mahh...machiam nv eat breakfst lehh.

Eat till super full, but i think sakae soso only leh...haha

Went library study...

Acheivements


Thanks for buffeting with me when i feel stress.
Thanks for studying with me and teach me whenever i duno how to do.
Thanks alot mengkui wahhaha...

Machiam chiobu (cuz wearing my specs...lol)

Stayed at my grandma hse ytd.
slpt at around 2plus 3 ytd...my younger cousins all stayig there as they having holidays.
Everyone slpt in the living room machiam like sardines...They did practically nothing there, sleep eat play...just like wad i always do. >.<

The weather yesterday was like wth... so hot that i cant even lie on the floor for a minute. Its like cooking sardines in a microwave oven.

Waked up damn early to hear my granny nagged aboht the maid again. so pek chek lah...finally slp liao den a few hrs later jiu wake up again...

No choice, woke up.
Brought them to the playground where we play the swings and slides. Its once again like toasting ourselves in the oven whr the temp is set to the max. Played catching with them. Machiam feel like a young kid leh...lol.despite our age diff, i tink i still can communicate with them...mayb i really too childish liao.T.T..but its okay.

So hott...so we decided to go to mac de mini playground to play as there were aircon there. They machiam thought MAC opened by thier zhor gong. Go in demanded ice water from the mac staff...LOL

Ran around like crazy in the playground... screams and shouts till the staff came in to stop us from playing... so ps...luckyily we were not the only one there.Machiam fun.

Stay with them quite fun bah...but defintely cannot study when they are around...haha so gtg sch to study tmr..haha


The JOKERs...

A mail sent by kok, quite true leh...hahahaha

TAURUS MAN

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man
mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he
talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will
be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other
shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your
palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold
it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for
him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could
change his mind. He
is very patient with other people, but very impatient
with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he
loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone
wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to
do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice
suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you
turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too
close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking
bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so
narrow minded. He does not likes to follow
conformity, but always want to
search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a
millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk
vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends
or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new
puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually
learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality
friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly
and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could
create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He
looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder
how many
people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the
others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work
well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you
as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit
who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to
let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice
what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he
should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very
private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other
guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force
himself in competition. He
may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker
and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he
knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you
smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you
as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not
listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to
lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything.
If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He
can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has
to be curious about you. Hell for
him is 'No Freedom', so if he marry you
then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be
interesting, then you could have him beside you.