Happy X'mas!

I lost control of my diet.
I lost control of the food that gets into my mouth.
I lost control of my weight.
I lost control of my size.
I am fat.
Save me my dear.

Brand new week starts tomorrow. Projects is such a nice thing... it spoils all my plans, waste all my life. arhghhg...super lousy mood.

ytd performed at ngeeann city. I forgot steps. I find this extremely easy dance hard. Difficult for me to rmb the steps. After so long, I still feel tat I can't dance. Kind of wasting my time. I feel so useless ehh.omfg..If I cont to type, it will all be negative stuffs and all my complains, so I shall update another day. A happy post, I promise.

tskkk. Must I rot till MAY before I can change phone?!? ok...I shall refrain frm scolding vulgarities tis time.

This common test is the toughest so far for me. I some how knows that I won't do well for it, cuz nothing really goes in to my pea brain. Just wanna pass all and get over it.

I swear I will work hard for the end of year exams so that I won't get stuck in this situation again.

things to do after common test:
1. swimming
2.gyming
3.singing
4.go apply for driving high way code shit
5.projects
6.spend more time w her
7.update when i rmb.

Shall not use my laptop unnecessarily.
Focus on CT... I don't want fail.
argg...FML.


你快乐就是我快乐。知道吗？

Adrian's life is so messy right now.
I've neglected my blog, neglected my studies. AAA, IEF, SOM, PMKT is haunting me... I have bad feelings about this upcoming common test.
So many things to be done but left undone. Delaying and procrastinating till its too late to do much. Is there a cure for laziness?
I seriously lack self-discipline. Sang at kbox after work till like 11.40pm ytd night and reach home at only 12am. Today went for SOP workshop and after that went singing again till 9.45pm. Addicted to singing. Seriously must stop myself from singing till after CT. If not I am gonna fail CT badly.
It's already 11.24 but she is still not on9. Hope her mood is better now.
Shall sleep early tonight and start my CT revision starting from tmr.
I really need to focus. I need to spend less on food starting from today. I am broke now, spending more than what I get each day, oweing ppl money here and there.
My weight is stagnant at 75+kg. I want to sell 5kg of my fats! Anybody?
I wan go out relax.

ohh..I remembered something that I forgot.
I realise I hate to be labelled, be it good or bad.I hate competition,too much of it is meaninglessly meaningless. I hate to be judged by people I don't know well, cuz they don't know me well. Time to sleep.

我好累。school sucks. life sucks.