Adrian's life is so messy right now.
I've neglected my blog, neglected my studies. AAA, IEF, SOM, PMKT is haunting me... I have bad feelings about this upcoming common test.
So many things to be done but left undone. Delaying and procrastinating till its too late to do much. Is there a cure for laziness?
I seriously lack self-discipline. Sang at kbox after work till like 11.40pm ytd night and reach home at only 12am. Today went for SOP workshop and after that went singing again till 9.45pm. Addicted to singing. Seriously must stop myself from singing till after CT. If not I am gonna fail CT badly.
It's already 11.24 but she is still not on9. Hope her mood is better now.
Shall sleep early tonight and start my CT revision starting from tmr.
I really need to focus. I need to spend less on food starting from today. I am broke now, spending more than what I get each day, oweing ppl money here and there.
My weight is stagnant at 75+kg. I want to sell 5kg of my fats! Anybody?
I wan go out relax.

ohh..I remembered something that I forgot.
I realise I hate to be labelled, be it good or bad.I hate competition,too much of it is meaninglessly meaningless. I hate to be judged by people I don't know well, cuz they don't know me well. Time to sleep.