Wide awake right on my bed,
I think about what you've said last night.
We didn't quarrel, we didn't fight.
Somehow that's enough to make me sad.
Your ability to make me a happy man this moment,
a sad man the other.
Makes me feel like a fool sometimes.

From now on, I won't say those words to you, unless u wanted.
I'll try to hear the sound of your voice.
I'll try to feel what's written on your face.
I'll try to change, to see that smile on your face.

They say if you love someone, you'll accept all of her.
can I? can you?
What can I do now?
Everything seems different to me.
It's time to work soon...reluctance.
Still AAA tutorials to do, PMKT to do. There's not enough time to spare.

:) I bloggg Abit.
First of all,happy news, I got a new phone today! woohoo! Like finally. HTC again.
Happy to get a new phone lor... though the wait was like damn long, even the receptionist said the wait was long while I was paying, cuz I enquire some stuff from her before get into the queue.
The only con that I have for my phone is that it doesnt have a camera. Ya. It doesnt have a camera. ;/
Like everyone getting Iphone. Sian... Actually , the phone doesn't look nice, just that the apps are amazing.

Another happy news, last sunday, my parents bought me a new television set from the warehouse sale. ITS GREAT.

Lastly, I've got 1 bad news. I am lagging behind by a big stretch. Who's gonna save me? Time to study already.

I read some stuffs... :)
OK time to control weight. stop eatting excessively bitch.

Hmm.. How should I start off?I got a total of 4 new tees for CNY already... quite cheap lor..all fall below $20. I love SALE. haha 2 pieces were half price from fox.

Ya, I think I suck, I agree that all I do is complain and whine about what I want, but not doing anything to prove that I am worthy of having those things that I want in life. All I see is the present, I never look far, doesn't even think about my own future. I also doesn't have a stand of my own. sigh...time to seriously think of my future.

Yea, I cannot predict the future and I totally agree that hindsight is 20/20. Blurred.

Was challenged by "Challenger" today. Totally defeated. Today was a great day out with you. Nxt time we go challenge again. ilu. :D

Hi 2010. A new year. A new start. Time to flip to the next page, and start a new chapter. :)
Slogged and wasted 2009 though many things not achieved. However, I shall not have any regrets. What's over is over. Look forward...
Lets look forward to a better year ahead.
For this new year, I want to improve my attitude towards my studies. I want to be more independent. I also wants to be a better person.
New year resolutions:
1) Improve singing, can win singing competition?
2) Less laziness, do tutorials?
3) More hardworkingness, do tutorials?
4) Slim down, prefably 73kg?
5) Better grades, maybe an A?
6) Become more confident, can kill an ant?
7) Improve dancing, can dance like a swan?
8) Earn more money, enough to sew it into a blanket?
9) Read more, one page of the newspaper a day?
10) Learn guitar.
Tired already. Think 10 is like abit too much. Ok time to sleep.
Happy new year everyone! :)

There's work tmr morning... Nice pay...but machiam tiring ehh...I want slack at home :S

Shit man! I forgot to give my schedule till now. Hope I'm still on time.